quite a birthday of tears and headaches...

I'm officially 21 today.it's not a very happy birthday.i cried so many times on my birthday.and headaches.no cakes.at least i got lots of messages.bought a new laptop.compaq.rm2700.had a quarrel with dad.he insists to win.i can't stand this kind of people.but i know he's good.why do i feel like today is an ordinary day,worse than ordinary?not the birthday that i wanted.i wanted at least a small party,please?but no one is celebrating.i want a birthday cake.......